Hilaria Baldwin has made surprising revelations in her new book Manual not included.
In the book, Alec Baldwin’s wife has also thought about the controversy of 2020 on his accent, as shared by People magazine.
Hilaria explained that she had grown up “Neurodivergent” and had always had trouble integrating. She shared that she has often passed between English and Spanish and never felt the need to explain himself, until people accused her of simulating the Spanish heritage.
However, the backlash struck hard as the American Yoga instructor wrote: “I was confused. I felt lost. I missed my family. I couldn’t eat. I became very thin. I started to question my mental health. I started wondering if I was a good person. I went back to what I did like a child, and I wanted to be stupid. dead.
“I sat on the floor of my bathroom, would breastfeed my baby Edu at 3 am and I would speak to my brother in Spain, and I shouted, nauseous on this subject,” recalls Hilaria.
In addition, Hilaria revealed in search of therapy and to do everything she could, by writing: “I took a speech therapy to say better. The more I resulted in the ADHD that I tried to ignore, the better I went to separate the two languages and not to be distracted.
“And then I got to the point where I realized: it does not help me. I am mixed but I am neither bad nor broken. And then Hilaria returned,” she added.
Manual not included, Written by Hilaria Baldwin, who shares eight children with Alec Baldwin, is expected to be released on May 6.