There was a time when Demi Lovato was depressed. But she credits Jordan Jutes, her husband, for helping her through one of her difficult times.
In an interview with Who What Wear, the pop icon recalls the most difficult time she went through while making her 2023 album, Holy shit.
“Every album I’ve written has served its purpose. Some albums were more emotional than others,” the Heart Attack hitmaker shares, noting that she began working on the album after rehab in 2021. “Holy Fvck was probably, dare I say, the most healing, and it served its purpose.”
In the production, Jutes also contributed. Together, the duo wrote several songs from the album, including Substance, happy ending, And City of Angels.
“We became friends before we became lovers,” she reveals. “I opened up to him because I was going through a really tough time when I made Holy Fvck.”
The award-winning artist continues, “I had just come out of treatment, and I was sober again and raw with my emotions. I had nothing to medicate myself with,” adding that Jutes “was there for me as a friend, helping me through this deep depression that I was in.”
Additionally, Demi also looks back on her past relationships, adding that they didn’t work out because she “hadn’t taken care of myself yet.”
“The universe rewards you when you do therapeutic work on yourself, [and] I had to do the work.”
“With this, the universe provided for me. I prepared myself for life alone, and then I was able to share it with someone else,” she concludes.
